WHY?

Why do people go frikkin nuts and run through a town and kill ten people? You'd like to think that this just happens in other places, but you are safe no where. How sad is that? I don't live in the small town in South Alabama where this happened today but it still hits close to home because I live in the same state. People who do this stuff need psychiatric help......seriously!

I'm Gonna Scream!!!

Yes, I am gonna scream.....as loud as I can. This morning I spent two, count them.....2 hours on the phone trying to get my mother in law an appointment with mine and my husband's doctor. I succeeded after much persistance. My husband tells her that she has an appointment with our doc and she pitches a fit. She doesn't want to go downtown, she doesn't want to do anything that will help her. She is having tremors really bad which leads us to believe that she has Parkinson's. She's also having memory problems. She forgot to pay her phone bill 3 months in a row and then wouldn't pay it because of a charge she said that was on there for calls she didn't make. THAT (the calls she didn't make) happened about 8 years ago and it's been long taken care of. Okay, my husband goes to Subway to get her a sandwich and while he was gone, she sent her drunk ass son to another fast food place to get her a chicken sandwich. I'm really pissed that she refuses to go to our doctor because of the time and effort I put in for HER. I told hubby that I resented it and that if she doesn't go, I'm done trying to help.

Grrrrrrr!!!!!!

Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unforunate Events

Let me rephrase that title. Lemony Snicket's, A Series of Confusion until the end. That's how I felt when I saw that goofy movie. Maybe I'm not quick on the uptake but I seriously had no idea that everytime there was a telescope that it meant that Count Olaf had burned down anything. I am so glad that I did not waste my money on that one. The one plus in the movie was the baby girl, Sunny. She understood what was going on and voiced her opinion through a caption on the screen. Good thing I went on vacation and saw this movie in the condo that we rented cause I probably wouldn't have watched it otherwise.

I haven't written

In a while because so much has gone on in my life and my mind is reeling and won't stop. I can't stop to even think of what to write. Hopefully one day I'll be back here soon, talking your ears off.

Flowers & Stuff

Tuesday I bought some "DAD" flowers for my daddy's grave. They are blue flowers with white ribbons on the sides. I haven't gotten a chance to take them up there yet but as much as he loved flowers, I think he would be pleased with these. I've been so sad all day today. I've thought about daddy alot and how much he had to go through and then die. I know he's in Heaven but that doesn't make my selfish flesh not miss him. There have been a few teens killed in and around our area lately and it's just heartbreaking. They think they are invincible and that nothing like that could happen to them. My heart breaks for their parents. I cannot even imagine what it would be like to lose a child. I hope I never have to find out. I would rather my son bury me than me and his dad bury him. I don't know how long the grieving process is supposed to last but I'll take this thing one day at a time.

To my friends who read this.....I've been MIA alot lately but I have thought about all of you. :)

Fight Club

This is one movie I do not recommend. It literally sucked and I can take some bad movies and find some good points about them but this one....the only good part was when it was over. You basically have three people in the story and one of them is the narrator and it's stupid, even when you do figure out what's going on. Friggin weird!

What a Day......

Today started off okay at 5:50am. I cooked, got my son's lunch ready and got him out the door to school. I then started feeling really sick. It was my stomach again, as usual. I took some meds and then laid on the sofa with my newest doggy, Swiffer.




I finally woke up around 11:00am and felt some better. By 1pm I felt normal so I decided to get ready and go to my mom's to get her mail. I honestly thought I'd be okay going in her house by myself but when I opened the door, I saw my daddy's chair, empty. The last time I saw him in his chair he was scared, sick, couldn't eat, wouldn't drink and he weight about 130lbs. That's a far cry from the daddy I was used to seeing.

I called his name a few times knowing there'd be no answer but still, it made me feel better. I left the house and then went to his grave. His flowers had fell over so I put them back up in place. I stood there and talked to him and cried some more. I know he couldn't hear me but it made me feel better. I told him that I knew that he fought really hard to stay with us but that he was in a far better place than we down here could ever be. I told him bye and that I loved him.....the same thing I did when he was alive, and then left. It's such an awful feeling to lose someone you love so much.

Today is the second anniversary that Tiffany has been gone. I can hardly believe it....seems like it was just yesterday. I miss her but I know that she's up there in Heaven laughing and joking with my daddy and all the others....that makes me feel better.

What a day this has been......*sigh*