Thursday, April 24, 2008

Flowers & Stuff

Tuesday I bought some "DAD" flowers for my daddy's grave. They are blue flowers with white ribbons on the sides. I haven't gotten a chance to take them up there yet but as much as he loved flowers, I think he would be pleased with these. I've been so sad all day today. I've thought about daddy alot and how much he had to go through and then die. I know he's in Heaven but that doesn't make my selfish flesh not miss him. There have been a few teens killed in and around our area lately and it's just heartbreaking. They think they are invincible and that nothing like that could happen to them. My heart breaks for their parents. I cannot even imagine what it would be like to lose a child. I hope I never have to find out. I would rather my son bury me than me and his dad bury him. I don't know how long the grieving process is supposed to last but I'll take this thing one day at a time.

To my friends who read this.....I've been MIA alot lately but I have thought about all of you. :)

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