My Daddy

My daddy has been gone for over a month now and it's really just now sinking in that I'll never see him on this earth again. That makes me sad. I can be fine one minute
and the next an image of him being hooked up on that ventilator comes into my mind and I cry. I think with time things will get better but I also believe that I will never get over the fact that he's gone and I'll never see him here again. I do know that I will see him in Heaven one day because of my faith in Jesus. I know I've questioned Him about not healing my daddy but I know that he does know what is best even if I don't understand it.

I'll be leaving tomorrow to go to my daddy's favorite vacation spot and yanno, it will be hard for me in a way. The place is Gatlinburg, TN and he loved to go up there. He always called it God's Country because of the beautiful mountains and animals in Cade's Cove. It's definitely a beautiful place. He loved The Smokey Mountain Fudge Shop and I always brought him back a block of his favorite kind of fudge. Well, this time I will buy one less and think about him while I eat my sugar free fudge.

I've heard that grief comes in spurts and time heals........